It took all day, but the soreness is starting to kick in...everywhere. I took a fat ibuprofen that I am sure will not do anything, but it was worth a try.
I made sure to eat a decent dinner tonight and picked up food to eat in the morning to keep my blood sugar at a normal level. Hopefully, this will help a bit with the dizziness.
I want to try to be asleep by 9:30...I don't see that happening.
I have severe anxiety about the public humiliation I will once again endure. I had dreams last night about what bootcamp would be like. In one dream, they had us just sitting in a classroom talking about working out, it was quite lovely. Now that I know what bootcamp is really about, I assume my dreams tonight will feature new forms of torture the trainer have in store for us. Maybe I will have a dream about actually passing out, I can see the ambulance lights already...
I am trying to tell myself to treat bootcamp like a sick experiment and instead of being embarrassed about sucking, I should just embrace it. Instead of keeping the puke down and saving it for when I get home, I should just vomit all over myself in front of all those assholes.
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